Naive...

I think I have grown up in a very different environment than the people around. I grew up where people try to insult others and make fun of others. I grew up where people can say whatever they want and just take it as a joke. I grew up where I don't need to use very polite words to communicate. I grew up where I can just be extremely honest and straight to my friends. I do know that a lot of people around me cannot accept the way I talk. The way I talk is not friendly enough for them. But I always think my friends will eventually see the real me. I thought they'll eventually see that's the way I talk, I am not trying to hurt anyone. I thought they'll eventually accept me the way I am. But I realize I'm just too naive. May be many people around me have already left me or ignored me, many of them don't even consider me as a friend anymore and I don't even know it. I'm just fooling myself.

I think nowadays being friends together is a very complicated things. I always thought friends are friends, that's very simple. When your friends need help, you go help them; your friends have a gathering, you go join them; your friends want to chat, have a drink with them. But nowadays, people need to consider a lot of things before making friends with each other. Again, my friends have told me that I'm too naive. I guess they're right, but I still want to keep being naive. At least it'll save a lot of headache. I don't care if my friend have lied to me or hurt me. They're still my friends, unless they don't want to be friend with me anymore. I think making friends can still be very simple with a pure heart.